16 Dec 2006

mmm desperado!

I'm recovering from my asthma cum flu & phelgm since Thursday! i was so worried that i might pass Baby Boo the virus...and as expected today she has been coughing & sneezing alot...mmm the worse part was yesterday before i saw doc i had to take care of her single-handedly ...it was no joke...mm luckily i went in time to the clinic later that night, i was expecting to be injected as i tot i would recover faster but the doc advised me otherwise. Fortunately his medicine seem to be making me better but still got lots of yellow phelgm to be cleared....

back to Baby Boo..i always look forward to seeing her in the amby baby cot in the mornings...usually she would be licking her fingers in hunger though cutely but wheneva i greet her "Gd Morning Boo Boo" she always give me the widest smile with her small mouth wide open! This really brightens my day...she would be so excited to see me and its likewise for me.... did'nt know that motherhood is something i would enjoy to the fullest and through her i've explored the new side of me..but i am really worried about handing her to a new care-giver next Jan 07 when i have to return to work...its really such a joy spending time with her, activities such as bathing her, playing with her and feeding her has been more fun than i imagined it to be...maybe that's wat they call bonding i guess...but too bad i have to be snapped to reality soon with my work! how i wish i was a millionaire so that i can stay home to look after her... spending quality time wif her has become such a routine to me but the joy it gives me is boundless no doubt i'm missing out on the outside world. mmm..also the living standards here is not making tings easier its way too high..causing a desperate need for both the parents to be working...sobs...i wish i could pack up Baby Boo to work and kip her near me always 24/7...wishful tinking indeed! maybe my section should consider...maybe i can try putting it up as a feedback or suggestion...i really desperate! :<

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