Whole load of drama!

YEs aft a whole lot of fight with each other, Boo fever persistent, flu on the high, cough to top it off and breathlessness we rushed her KKH yet again in the early dawn today! Apprently my hubby does not knw of fever mangt at home and prefers giving prompt action each time she falls ill...she diagnosed with mild bronchitis tat is highly passed from her dad's genes. he is asthmatic (serious type)! so doc advised that the next tym she's wheezing and breathless we have to rush her down again and she mite even need to stay there if required!
One may wonder why such a young child getting sick soo frequently? That brings to the qtn of how long i bF my gal which mite be the cause of her low immunity..yes i blame myself for nt Bfing her enough so i hope those around could just shut their trap but no they openly blame me for her condition! its not that i did'nt try but i admit i was selfish and chose a more convenient mode of formula for her instead...and knowing his history of illness i should not taken a chance but nope i still gave up easily...so i'm already feeling bad enuf blaming my selfish act being the cause of all her sufferings so pls stop tormenting me further! it hurts me to see her in such pain when all these might have been avoided by total BF...it may or not be true but i always doubt since i nver knw....so i pray pple cud stop hurtin me as i'm already hurt enuf.......